hot or not?

theres no such thing as the perfect catch...people who are beautiful on the outside are often those who need to do so in order to make up for some strange character flaw on the inside...either they're dumb as a brick...or annoying...or just not nice people. People who are comfortable with their outward appearances not being short of miraculous are the ones who have personality...who dont have to attract people based on their outer beauty, but instead prefer to sit around in their natural skins and wait for other people who can see what lies beneath to grace them with their presence. I recognize that I'm not the ideal 'beautiful' woman as society defines it, but that doesn't mean I'm able to be tossed out in the garbage like any other undesirable. if someone wishes to pass me over, thats fine, they are just not able to see what they are tossing. Likewise, I dont need a guy to be mr. universe, I would prefer that he be a good person and want the best for himself and those around him, y'know spend more time helping out the causes of the world then time spent looking at himself in the mirror. I guess its all what you want to get out of life. On a completely unrelated note, I love nickel creek so much. they are my favorite band ever, I think. They played last summer at one of the free concerts that they have on thursday evenings in downtown buffalo, I wish i had gone. I think I discovered their music the night before that concert though, it would have been kind of strange to just go to a concert and not know the music. I've done it before though, and its not so bad..maybe at a free concert I would be in the same boat as the rest of the people, who knows. anyways.