happiness

the ever-elusive happiness has been found, I think. Its so nice to not be wishing...wanting...waiting all the time. it really consumes you. I've accepted reality, and it's accepted me in return. Kevin and I watched 'american history x' last night...I hadn't seen it before (he obviously had, as it was his DVD) anyways that movie was messed up...but very well done. Edward Norton is an amazing actor. It had that little twist at the end that I like in a movie..something to kind of make your stomach churn and makes you think about the movie after you leave the theater. He doesn't have a huge collection of DVDs...neither do i, I think we need to start building our respective collections. I just kind of feel like its throwing away money, unless they are movies you are going to watch a lot. I dunno. Netflix is kind of a good idea, except it requires diligence on teh part of the movie-viewer to get them back in the mail and all that. Or something. Today we went to this little cafe by his apartment, just as we walked in the guy was putting out some of our favorite pastries..filled croissant-like creations. He had raspberry, I had lemon. they were warm and delicious, if a little on the buttery side. He took me to this piano shop (he plays piano) and I picked out some music I thought he would like to try...which he did...Handel is very user-friendly, good to just kind of play. And I found a book of jazz pieces which were so fun to listen to. gives me an excuse to sit and listen to him play...then we went to our favorite wegmans and got stuff for pizza...I have to say that turned out well. goat cheese, fig, pear, and a little honey drizzled on top. The crust was a little weird, I have to work on my crust technique. It was still awesome though. Then we walked around the mall for a while, we're both people watchers (of which there were a zillion there today) although my favorite stores at a mall..random bookstore and random drugstore, weren't there. that mall is kind of dumb, its mostly stupid clothes stores that charge you wayyyyyy too much for clothes. It was fun to walk around for a while though, we were both running on empty at that point. We watched some little girl climb the wall at dick's, that was entertaining. Anyways, its good to be happy, and have a partner-in-crime (dont worry ash you're still my partner in crime too. its always good to have more though...) Oohhh and myspace friends..check out kevin's profile (hes my number 4) he borrowed my top. heheeheheeheh. Ilovebuffalo