teh future

I know things have never not worked out for me, but its a little frustrating to be in this odd limbo position. I dont have a job lined up, which is very frustrating. I have some interviews and stuff, but nothing to hang my hat on. It seems that in every other industry, people look for employees like 6 months before said employees graduate. Not in chiropractic though, I've gotten lots of 'we're looking to fill the position immediately, contact us when you'er graduated..' it is frustrating to say the least. I just want to know where I"m headed, is that so hard? ugh. that being said, I know I'll find a job and be wildly successful, its just the interim, the waiting is what kills you...tick tock tick tock..I dont want to be another doctor's bitch (aka associate) I really want to do my own thing, but that requires getting a loan to buy an existing practice..which means coming up with money for a downpayment. I've asked my parents, they have yet to get back to me, it makes me very anxious. bleh.