the past..

I dont think its enough to just block out what's happened in the past. It's good for a little while, but eventually untied ends trip you up. Resolution is the only way to move forward. It's painful though. having no reaction to it is the ultimate goal, I try to bite the bullet, but it's still a hard thing for me to do. Current situations make it easier, kevin is a wonderful person and he makes life so much more fun and exciting, I dont know what I would have done if i didn't meet him. Anyways, I just keep telling myself things have turned out for the best, dont look back. I can't help but peek every once in a while though, hoping for that indifferent feeling. It hasn't come yet