nice...

sometimes I wish I was a nicer person. I mean, I think I'm kind and all that crap, but when it comes to be outgoing and forcefully nice, i just can't do it. I think i'm a pleasant person, but I'm not one of those people who can be 'inyourface' about wanting to be friendly or whatever. I am who I am, thats about it. I have to be aloof, I get scared if I am forced to do something or be in a certain place with a lot of people I'm not comfortable around. Sad but true. anyways, clinic comes way too soon, time for bed. awesome.