better

as weird as this sounds, I think life is better when you just don't feel anything. Just going through life in an emotionless haze is so much more easier then being emo all the time. I've had enough of that to last my whole life, I think. maybe thats why I'm just going through the motions, nothing more left to feel. I don't even hate people anymore, which is weird. I'm kind of just this monochrome being going through the motions. Maybe the funk is temporary, but right now its comfortable. I just don't care