well well

its one thing to not be upset by a situation any more...I've been doing that for a good 8 months now. But truly accepting the reality of something takes a little more time. To truly be emotionally free from a bad time in your life takes a lot more. That time, I think, has come for me. I just dont give a crap one way or another. I could fake-say before that I 'didn't care'...but deep down, I know I was still bothered. Life is so much better now, I'm happy with everything about whats going on right now. I'd like to be in maine, but thats about it. I am so happy with kevin, he makes my days brighter. I know, sappy shit, but its true. I couldn't imagine myself with anybody else. I'm excited to get a place with him after school is over, moving in with someone is a big step, something i dont take likely. We've never had a fight, we're both too laid back and happy to let that happen. I can tell he feels the same way about me, I see it when he looks at me when he thinks I dont know he's doing it ;) Just happy to have found someone to grow old with, i spose..