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I like blogging intermittently on a blog that doesn't notify people when I post...it pretty much guarantees that nobody reads what i write. I dig it. Balance. We all need it, whether we are aware of it or not. I think its one of the main reasons we choose the people who we spend our time with. When I first came to buffalo, I was way out of whack. not going to discuss why, just take it at face value. When a person feels like they are missing something on their scales of balance, they start to do some pretty wacky stuff. I know I was doing very random, un-candace-like things. Not as dramatic as all that, but I def didn't feel myself. anyways, balance is (mostly) restored, although on one hand I hate change, on the other its necessary for personal growth. My dreams have been a little askew lately, though. I just woke up from a dream where I was hanging out with my sister at our old middle school, and buffalos were chasing us around. I dont know what that means, but it was weird. Oh, i probably got the buffalos from being in the park last night..there's a zoo in delaware park, they have buffalos that you can see from outside the park. I ran past them a few times, they're pretty cool. anyways.