hmmmmmmmmm

I dont like thinking about graduating...I mean its nice to finally be out of school, but I dont know where to go, what to do...the lady I shadowed over break was nice and all, but she was activator, I dont think I want to be just activator, plus her office staff was weird. hm. I could go back to the bangor area, but there's nothing much up there. Theres no associateships or whatnot in the portland area, so I just dont really know. somewhere between portland and bangor perhaps...bleh I hate thinking about the future. I just want things to never change and for nobody to bother me in my happy little bubble of contentment. bleh. In other news, the woods were fun, kevin got freaked out by nature (ah whats that noise..whats that noise..) and we got visited by a porcupine during the night (we stayed in the lean-to, which is a shelter that is open on one side. we watched the porcupine amble around the campsite, and the guy even put his front paws on the shelter, looking as if he wanted to come in and cuddle. ahh!) anyways it was fun, I'm exhausted though. bleh clinic tomorrow, I hafta go to tonawanda...stupid old peeps. bleh