hot damn!

I am officially halfway done with my adjustment numbers. fricken yeah! now I just have to pass part 4 this weekend...eek

don't go changing..

I had weird dreams last night, much different then I've had before. I can't explain it, they were just...different...oh yeah i remember what they were. I dont want to go into it, it was just weird. I dont like change, it is unsettling. I need to get my ass in gear, this blog entry is pointless, but in a good way

awesome

I dont really have the blog drive anymore, but I will anyways. I had an amazing weekend (they all are, but this one especially so) kev and I spent the weekend meeting and greeting his 'rents, I met his mom, his dad, his sister, his grandma (she is a fiesty old bird hehhhh) um oh yeah his uncle and aunt...it was quite the weekend! We met up with his ma on friday afternoon, then went to stay at ash's for the eve..then went to syracuse to meet with his dad and fam (his dad lives in chicago, but came into town for mother's day and for kev's b-day) anyways we went out to this really good italian restaurant in town, Dominick's. I had the best manicotti I think I've ever had..it was really reasonably priced too. I definitely recommend it. Then today we went to red robin to celebrate both his and ash's birthdays, if you sign up for their b-day club they send you a coupon good for a free burger...yum...they are the shizz. anyways that was fun, I'm back now at my place, its so nice to have someone who I can spend as much time as possible with and not get sick of...its awesome..he's awesome..this whole situation is great! He mentioned today that he wants to build a log cabin, which is totally a mainer thing to do (we're too thrifty a bunch to just hire a contractor to do all the dirty work, we'd rather be in the thick of it making sure things are done right. ayuh.) so anyways he's gonna be my little builder, its settled. heh. I just need a job and some sort of land to build some sort of house. hmm. gotta work on that one I 'spose. anyways, tonawanda early tomorrow, so its off to bed.

enthusiasm of new experiences..

bugs the crap outta me. I understand its exciting to be in a new place, but when other people who have been in the clinic are trying to get things done...it might be good to not be obnoxious the first day you're there...bleh, i'm in a grouchy mood, I'm just frontin'. I guess I'm just sad to not be the new guys in clinic anymore, no excuse for mediocrity now...although there aer good things to being old, pat narrs are easy now, I just banged out two (one of which was a new patient, so I had to do problem list and plan with it..) in no time flat. awesome.

important to say

I had something important to say, but I forgot what it was. Hm. Kevin and I are going to train for a marathon, I know i said i was last summer, but things got busy. its better with a running partner, its good cuz he's in better shape then me, so he can motivate me to get goin'. Some lady asked me if I was irish today, I dont know what it is about buffaloians thinking I'm irrrrish or whatever. stupids. I've been at a few rotations this week and part of last week, downtown on wed and fri and tonawanda on mon, tues, and thurs. I am starting to feel more like a doc, which is good. I think at some point I want to get ART certified, I think that shit really works. Graston would be good too, and I plan on activator this summer as well...good things! Umm I'm excited for electives too, I'm taking yoga in a chiro setting as well as SOT I, just to see what the big deal is...or maybe I'll drop them, we'll see. I dont need the credits, but I find hillenbrand's classes to be especially useful. hm I think I'm going to make rice and beans and enchiladas for dinner, kevin's at a concert right now but he'll be home later on and will be hunnnngry as I am right now...hmm I guess I'll go fridge surfing in the meantime..its been absolutely gorgeous out today, wooooo

strange

how someone can go from being a perfect stranger to being one of the most important people in your life...in the span of a few months...sadness is a distant memory, he lights up my life with a warm fuzzy feeling I can't describe

prejudice

I dont know what it is about people caring about appearances..it seems that everybody who meets kevin seems to somehow mention how 'skinny' he is. while I would agree he is a slender individual, but I dont know why its socially acceptable to mention someone's body type if they are slender, but not okay to say 'I met you boyfriend, hes really fat...' I think its kind of reverse prejudice in a way. I like him just the way he is, and I find it a little rude that people find it wise and prudent to mention it. Its about the person, not the person's appearance